tisdag, mars 18, 2008

My NaMe Is EMO aNd I LiKe ToKiO HoTeL!

Beware this is going to be an EMO post, no point to keep on reading.

Had an absolutely shitty day. Pure BS. Started really bad by just waking up. I wasn't in the mood to be awake at all! Then I went to school and almost fell over a dozen times on my way there just to realize I was 30 minutes early! Had a test in irregular German words, yippee and then lo and behold Latin. Which sucked. Who cares about the death of Hannibal? Seriously. There are more important stuff going on! Dragged my sorry ass home without having lunch (fish au gratin yuck)and nuked some old bolognaise.
Then the boresome minutes turned into hours and here I am. I need to do stuff, but no one wants to tag along. Doing stuff alone is as boring as just sitting here. Everyone is busy doing this and that and I am stuck here. Feels like everyone's sick and tired of me now, always nagging on them about doing things. No more of that, I promise.

I think I might be suffering from Weltschmerz. Chatted with a guy from Missouri and BOOM he started screaming about tornadoes and floods. Yep, he was trapped in the middle of the storm. Tried to convince him not to leave his house (he was worried about his car, it'd been dented). Perspective please. Anyway the whole situation made me so sad I began to cry. He was going on about how we must warn other people in Missouri (yeah, like I can do much about that). It just got to me. Bleh. All this was accompanied by Pain - Just think again. So sad.

Alice has been extra cuddly today, she can sense when I'm down like no one other!








By the way, my driving lesson yesterday got canceled. Again.

måndag, mars 17, 2008

Smells like piss. Piss with ink

Yet another week have past. Tomorrow, or quite technically today, is the time for my second driving lesson. First one went by okay, although I made a few stupid mistakes in the beginning due to me being nervous.

For some stupid reason I began to watch SAW III all alone a few days ago. After seeing Kerry getting her ribs ripped out I decided it wasn't for me. Clowns are scary, torture is scary, Jigsaw is scary. I hate them. Horror movies will drive me crazy. Even if I'm not scared while watching them the following weeks will be awful! I can't stop thinking "What if it's really true? What if zombies/Jigsaw/etc. really exists?"". Madhouse next!

Anna's off to France. I hope she'll have loads of fun! :)

tisdag, mars 11, 2008

Not for my ears

I've been a good girl! I deleted tons of shit, a.k.a. as music, I never listened to anyway. Feels good. But my folder looks very...incomplete. I guess I have to download something new, something I'll actually listen to :)
I also checked up every single band playing at Wacken in last.fm. Found a few good ones actually!

måndag, mars 10, 2008

Crash and buuurn

I'm sitting at home nervously eating my breakfast at the moment. In a mere 50 minutes I have to be at the driving school. Yes, my dear friends, it is time for my first lesson. I know, I know it should have been last week but the tutor got sick and had to cancel. So for your own safety, stay off the streets!